After living for so many many years, I learn that we came to this world alone, and we will leave it alone...... Oh what does this got to do with the topic? Nothing, just me pulling the legs of KH, she hates LOVE! ( Or actually deep down inside her, she harbors the feeling, needs and cherish LOVE?).
I am writing about life.... yeah my life.... how I found it and got lost... over n over again. Today dont mind my England and writing... it is what comes into my mind. I want to dabble, rumble and nibble what ever is on my mind.....
So back to myself. This was what I learn prior to 2009 :
1) All things u feel is because of u!
2) All things happened to u is because of u!
On the topic of all things I feel is because of me! Let me elaborate ....
See, if I am sad or happy or mad or whatever la I am feeling, it is because of me.
For example, I was sad, some (lots of) friends lost their job last month. I stopped being sad, and focus on helping them in small ways. Give them encouragement, help find jobs, hulur some dough where needed.... and this month most of them are back on their feet! Yeah!
I was mad, because my lady friend could not understand me, and wanted to kill herself. For the first time, I decided to stop being mad, and all is well.... (At least for now, until the next cycle.... Awooooooooo Awoooooo, waiting for the full moon).
So, I realised, I cant control others and how they feel, but I can control mine. I am learning.... to control how I feel.... and I think it will be fun.....
The next topic, all happened to me is because of me! Ermm this is tough, let me try to make some sense....
Most (lots 0f) my friends were retrenched, but not me, even though I am the most likely candidate... as company rule, last in first out. Yet I was not, cause I work to make sure I was not. My lady friend felt or did what she wanted to do, because I she thinks I caused her to feel that way, and in a way I was doing things purposely to pissed her off, so serves me right!
I woke up feeling good or lousy, cause I want it to be. Or I loose money today, because I let it happen. Or the train knocked me down later today, because I was not being careful enough! So what if a boat rammed into u in the middle of a busy highway? Is that my (your) fault too? Yes it is..... whatever happen to us is our fault, and whatever happen to someone else it is their fault! Hehehe... confusing..... let me learn myself some more, maybe next time I can tell it in a better way. Mean while, those that agree with my rambling today may give comments, those that do not agree, can say it somewhere else!!!!
Hehehe.... it is not my fault what happen to u..... I am only responsible for myself. The way I feel and what ever happen to me.....
Have a wonderful day my frens!!! My lovely frens.......
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9 comments:
easier said than done... the 'control how i feel' thing... have tried it... sometimes it works, sometimes it's just outrageously out of my control... huuuu... how then?
Hey Sastri we are only human. If we can control more than 50% of the time, we are moving towards excellence for ourself. Be grateful for all that we have, even it is just a little. Little by little, slowly u will get better n better...... But u have to start somewhere n do it for urself!
Tok...
u sound so pissed off...
r u ok...
how r things with this lady friend of urs ni??? ok ka dah ka?
mmgla in Islam, all the good things comes from ALlah and all the bad things comes from us...
but i tell self control aint a piece of cake...
its a tough job...
when u see sumwna u adore so much ur nervous, well can u ctrl that???
tok... i'm sure need to learn a loot of these internal stuff...
Salam bro DG,
Been reading The Secret, or Law Of Attraction ka? hehe :-)
On the 'all u feel is because of you' note, very true! Tapi aku ngaku la, kekadang tu saja je melayan rasa marah /sedih hehehe... manusia.
But on the other topic, there's qada' & qadar which is not always within ur control meh. However Islam does say that if you try hard enough, you will be able to change your fate. So I guess yeah, ur right in saying that what happens to you is because of you :-)
KD no I am not pissed off... I am just learning to better myself...
Hi Jie, salam. What did the secret and law of attraction teaches us... no 1. Ask = doa. 2. Belief = belief God 100%. 3. Accept/receive = Qada & Qadar. Ermmm what a coincidence.
hi tok... i'd LOVE to see u update ur blog hehehe
Stop blaming yrself DG..shit happens so let it come and go..
she hates LOVE! ( Or actually deep down inside her, she harbors the feeling, needs and cherish LOVE?) Quote from what you wrote DG..
I do not hate LOVe...I'm still looking for it...most of the love I have found or came across is 'love on probation' it comes to me HOT like Fire, then the flames flicker and die..can I say that I Did It? ..some of the assholes I met, get educated on LOve and Personal hygiene...when they graduate, they feel so big headed , they leave..haha!
Hmmm...yeah, maybe I did it, so now I dun teach the Dog tricks I let them be, coz from my lesson learnt...I find that most Dogs will venture out to join the Circus!
KD will update my blog from time to time.... sometimes I just forgot what to write.
KH well I have to learn that everything happens is because of me... it comes with the territory. As for u my friend, I pray everyday u find your true love.... but then again... is there such thing? U cant get 100% maybe 50%... then I am eligible!!! Hehehe.....
its so interesting to talk about love n to understand how one thought about it. DG and KH im sure both of you have gone through a lot about loving the opposite n im sure no KH have got her peace when she found true love in HIM...
True love exist when we learn to give n to let go.. KH I learn a lot thru what you said too n feel good about it on how i understand it
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